5
Jack rolled onto his back and shocked himself when it
occurred to him that he was glad it was over. Lucy sighed, naked beside him. The
sex had always been good before. They’d been going out for what… three months
almost? Just over? His distraction left him mildly troubled. He checked the
time. “We’d best get a move on. Your brother’s going to be here any minute.”
“I’m trying to enjoy my afterglow if you don’t mind,” said
Lucy. She didn’t make any move to get up.
Jack frowned and reached for his underpants. He got dressed,
looking out the window at the sloping park and the bridge beyond as he did up
his shirt. It was important to make a good impression. Relationships between a
man and a woman could be broken on the bad opinions of the opposing family. He
put on his shoes and socks and ran his hands through his hair to straighten out
the tangles then sat on the edge of the bed.
Lucy got up and carried her clothes into the bathroom. “I’ll
just be a minute. If Sam comes, make him a cup of tea.”
“I think the single teabag the hotel provided lost the last
of its flavour yesterday,” replied Jack.
Lucy said something obviously meant to be witty but it got
lost in the click of the door.
Jack reached for his wallet. He popped the press stud and
tilted it back with one hand until it flipped open. There was a frayed plastic
window built in below the credit card slots. Slightly out of synch with the
frame was a photo. He took it out, slipped the wallet into his front jeans
pocket and held it, resting his hand on his thigh.
The picture was of Lucy on the beach: just her head and
shoulders, straight blond hair gently lifted by the wind, smiling. He
remembered the day, shortly after they got together; the wrestling match they
had in the sand just before the picture was taken; the day when he realised how
perfect she was for him.
He was still looking at it when Lucy emerged, fully dressed,
her hair back in place. When he saw her he realised immediately what had made
him distracted while they’d made love. He remembered the unease he’d been
feeling and he remembered the secret Lucy had told him about her brother.
“You okay Jack?”
He snapped out of the trance. “Yeah. I’m fine.”
“Worn out by our Olympic performance?”
“Something like that.”
She hooked up her shoes and put them on. “You look like you’re
enjoying a good daydream.”
Jack tried to make eye contact but she wasn’t turned his way.
She was sitting on the bed, bending over to fiddle with her shoes. “I guess I
was worried about your brother arriving half way through.”
Lucy stood up, walked across the room, realised her shoe
wasn’t on straight and hobbled to the fireplace to lean against it while she
readjusted herself.
Jack circled toward the door. “I might pop down to the car
and get the painting I’m working on.”
“That self portrait?”
“Yeah.”
“Okay. The quicker you paint a masterpiece, the sooner you
can keep me in luxury.”
Jack chuckled. “I wish it were so simple.”
“It’ll happen if it’s meant to. Maybe you aren’t destined to
be an artist.”
Jack shrugged. “I’ll be back in a minute.” He stopped short
of opening the door then turned. “Was it true?” he asked. “What you told me
about your brother?”
Lucy tilted forward, hair hanging down around her face.
“Would I lie to you?”
“You tell me.”
She stopped playing with her shoe, leaving it undone, and
straightened up. There was a mirror above the fireplace. She looked at herself
then her eyes flicked across in the reflection to him.
“What is it?” asked Jack.
He thought for a minute she was going to cry but instead, a
grin stretched her lips. “There’s something I haven’t told you about,” she
said. “A couple of things actually.”
A quiver of the same nausea he had felt on the bank of the
river came back. “What things?”
“It’s not that big a deal. Just stuff I haven’t told you.”
“From before we met?”
“No. After.”
Jack folded his arms then unfolded them again. “What is it?”
“Are you sure you want to know?”
“Yes.” Tension was building in his lower back.
“You promise not to be angry?”
“Yes. I promise. Just tell me.”
Lucy continued to look at him in the mirror, locked eyes
briefly with herself, then turned to face him. She drew in a breath, smiled;
almost laughed, clearly nervous, then she opened her mouth and told him what it
was she had done.
Jack listened to it from the beginning of the story to the
end. It took several minutes for the details to clarify. She told him first about
one thing and then about another. Jack’s face remained passive. It showed
surprise and nothing more. But as she spoke, disbelief slowly became anger;
anger became fury; fury became rage.
She finished her story. Jack looked at her standing there and
tried to reconcile the significance of what she had said. He registered the
curling sneer of her lips, the mischievous twinkle in her eyes, the arrogance
of her pose.
She laughed, seeing his expression, covering her mouth with
the backs of her fingers. “I’m sorry Jack,” she said. “I know I shouldn’t; but
you look so ridiculous, standing there staring at me like that; like a little
girl who’s lost her dolly.” She winked at him. “I told you. We can still carry
on going out.”
Jack stared at her. It seemed somehow, that these last words
were the most horrifying of all.
We can still carry on going out.
The rage swept over his mind. The pressure of his blood rose,
bubbling, then rose again. All he could see was the sneer on her lips. The
hotel room was gone. Nothing existed except this paralysing anger. It overcame
all rational thought.
Jack drew his hand back. The movement was almost slow. The
rage crested, ready to release all its energy.
Lucy let out the first breath of a whimper and the sneer
dropped from her mouth as she realised what was about to happen. Her eyes
started to widen as surprise shifted horizontally into shock and then dropped
into fear.
Then from down by his belt, Jack’s hand came up and forward.
Lucy lifted her foot from the ground, trying to step back. She came down on the
unfastened heel. It went out from under her. Her tight skirt restrained her
legs awkwardly. Her foot didn’t reach the floor. Jack’s hand struck her cheek,
slapping her, making a sharp crack of flesh against flesh. Lucy’s head snapped to
the side. Her whole body twisted from the force of his blow.
Her other foot left the carpet. For a moment she floated, not
a single part of her touching the surfaces around. The fireplace was behind
her. Its bulky grey stone, all edges and corners, expanded.
As quickly as it had overcome him, Jack’s rage vanished. It
turned into panicked realisation. He saw the danger and reached after her but
it was already too late.
Out of control, Lucy’s head shot toward the fireplace, hair
flailing. Her arms reached out desperately, fingers unable to clench anything but
air. Then her forehead smashed against the stone. A hard unyielding corner of mantle-shelf
cut into her flesh and into the bone.
Jack heard nothing: no sharp splintering crack; no mushy
squelch; no sound as her body finished its arc and fell in against the grate.
It folded upon itself then shuddered, her torso lifting off the floor as her
limbs spasmed and fell still.
Jack staggered, regaining his balance; staring. He moved back
away from her, the walls of the hotel room drawing in suddenly at their base. A
second jolt ran through her body. It shook her limbs and threw her head round
until her eyes were visible. They were empty. Jack lifted his foot to step
closer. Another final awful shudder came and he froze, then she was still again:
finally irrevocably still.
Jack felt a connection suddenly. He felt the earth beneath
his feet, even through the carpet and the floorboards. He felt it through the
foundations of the hotel. He felt the ground spreading away from him as though
he were literally attached to the whole planet. He was part of it: this vast
black mass that tumbled through space.
Lucy was dead. And it didn’t matter what she had said to him
now; what she had done. It made no difference to anything or anybody.
She was dead. And he had killed her.
6
“Could you tell me which room Lucy Decker
and her boyfriend are staying in please?” asked Sam.
The woman sitting behind the DIY
worktop hotel counter was fat and ugly: bags under her eyes, greasy red hair
cut short behind the ears. She looked up, then immediately broke eye contact.
Everything about her suggested repulsive eating and living standards. Sam
smiled. “I’m really sorry to bother you. You looked so pretty sitting there in
the afternoon sun.”
Her face cracked with pleasure at The
Lie.
Sam broadened his smile. “Miss Lucy Decker,”
he repeated. “My sister. I’m in town for business. She asked me to stop by. Which
room is she staying in?”
The woman reached across to a
register book next to her till exposing liver-spotted hands. She had one wedding
band on her ring finger and two more on the third and forth fingers of her
right hand. “I’ll just find out for you.”
Sam’s eyes left her, flicking in a one
hundred and eighty degree arc from one item in his field of view to the next, a
ritual so dogged that he barely noticed doing it. He took stock of every
trinket and keepsake on the shelves: the pictures on the walls behind the
landlady’s head, the official items used in the business. It was a process that
didn’t always turn out to be useful but more often than not did. And it kept
his mind focused.
The ugly woman tilted the register
up, squinting at the page. Without glancing down she reached for the pair of
round pink spectacles hanging from a cord at her neck and held them in front of
the book like a magnifying glass. Any second she would make eye contact again.
Sam prepared his smile: broad enough for benign support with room for expansion
when she gave him what he needed.
“You know I shouldn’t give out this
information really,” said the landlady. “My husband…” She glanced into the dark
posterior of the building then leaned forward conspiratorially and lowered her
voice. “He makes out like it’s a crime.” She smiled. “Silly bugger.” The smile
became what was meant to be a laugh but was only an ageing wheeze. “You look
like a nice young man though,” she said. “And it is your sister.”
“That’s right.”
She gestured toward a staircase,
limited on her reach by the strap of the glasses she was holding, and pointed
with them. “Upstairs. Second floor. Room six. They just got back in twenty
minutes ago, her and the boyfriend. Don’t know where they went. Out walking I
think. Shall I call ahead and tell her you’re coming?”
Sam walked toward the foot of the stairs, dropping the
facade of The Lie from his face now he had his back to her. “No thanks,” he
said, “I’d rather surprise them.”
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