THE PICTURE
Clare came-to to the sound of sloshing liquid and the
body-wide sensation of overstretched muscles. She didn’t open her eyes right
away. A unique feeling loitered in her brain that felt like nothing if not a
pulsing swell constrained by the limits of her skull. When she did open her
eyes, there were light blobs floating in her vision as though she’d just been
shot in the eyes with a camera flash in a dark room. She was chest-down on the
cold tiles of the kitchen floor, head turned to the right so that her line of
sight went into the dusty shadows beneath the cupboards.
She didn’t move; wasn’t ready to yet. Her arms were splayed
forty five degrees or so out from her hips, legs ajar to the limit that her
knee-length skirt would allow. Two chair legs tilted backwards close to her
nose, the chair itself toppled back against the cupboards. The sloshing sound
came from straight up as far as her body’s orientation went, somewhere out of
her field of vision near the back door. She couldn’t yet place it, even though
she’d heard the sound over a thousand times before. She was thinking now; her
brain had rebooted itself; but she still wasn’t thinking in straight lines, and
though she felt that she could move if she wanted to, she didn’t want to. She
could imagine no reason powerful enough to lure her away from that position on
the floor.
There was no recollection of what had put her there as yet,
but no focused query in her thoughts either. She drifted there without moving
until she started to notice how cold the tiles were. Cold. That circuited
through to the memory; of the heat: the LED numbers on the wall thermometer
ticking up, the sweat prickling in her lower back. And then in a flurry: the
wind in the trees, the whining barking dog, the salt cellar falling onto its
side, the kettle and the porcelain houses sliding by themselves.
Clare jerked, knocking the tilted chair legs far enough back
that the chair rocked forward, its other two legs striking her shoulder. She
lifted her head and twisted it toward the sloshing sound that had already
stopped.
Ralph stood in front of the back door, poised in mid-drink
above his water bowl. There hadn’t been any Lassie-like pawing at her
unconscious body. He hadn’t licked her face, trying to wake her. He hadn’t even
lain watching her unconscious form, eyes brimming with canine concern. To
Ralph, Clare had just been asleep – in an odd position, yes – but asleep. To
his credit, now that she was obviously awake he came over, wagging his knob of
a tail and licked her face until she pushed him away like she always did when
she got a whiff of his doggy breath.
“Good dog Ralph. Good dog. I’m alright.”
Clare got onto her knees then struggled up, using the chair
like a walking stick, noting how far the table had been bodged out of place
when she fell against it. It was coming back: the timeline of events from the
invisible visitor’s first signs; but only patchily. There were still sections
missing.
Her head was starting to feel better (no longer alternately
swelling and contracting on the inside) but her limbs felt exhausted, like they
had when, as a girl, she’d spent a weekend moving hay bales for a pittance in
wages from the local farmer. Her stomach wasn’t as flat as it had been in her
twenties but she wasn’t fat as such. Underneath the slight roundness, her
underdeveloped muscles complained as much as they would have if she had spent
the last ten minutes doing stomach crunches instead of lying flat out on the
floor.
What had happened? What had she seen, really? What had it
done to her? The first three questions that occurred had nothing in the way of
answers.
The heat was gone, completely. It was chilly in there now if
anything, perhaps just by contrast; Clare’s arms were pocked by goose pimples
from wrist to shoulder. There was almost no sign that it had been there: the
invisible intruder; but it had. The two porcelain houses that it had knocked
off the window ledge were where they had fallen, broken into pieces. The
kettle, bookcase and sauces were still out of place. However spaced out she
felt now, that phenomenon had been real. But what it had been? She had no
effing clue.
She stood there in the kitchen, waiting... for it to return;
for some revelation to come. Nothing happened. It was just her kitchen. There
was nothing untoward. Bored, Ralph wandered over to his basket near the
entrance to the hall and curled into it.
Clare examined the salt cellar, looking closely. Apart from
what could have been a vestigial lingering heat it was just a salt cellar. The
kettle too was just a kettle. She put her palms together over her nose and
mouth, her breathing a little ragged; more audible than usual, then laid both
hands flat against her face and rubbed her eyes.
Nothing significant was different. Nothing had changed apart
from the aches in her limbs. The world was still going round. The clouds were
still scraping across the sky. The washing up still needed doing. A meal needed
to be put on.
But it had happened. She was always going to believe that,
even though it was getting hard to already in amongst this banality. It had
happened. It had come and it had... wanted... something. And maybe it would be
back.
There were no answers and before she could question herself
further a memory suddenly came back to her.
“Oh my God!” Clare ran round to the downstairs toilet door.
“Henry! Are you alright in there?”
I'm so glad that Clare is still (apparently) with us. I was shouting at her to check on Henry, so I'm glad she finally heard me. I wonder how he is? And Joey? What about Joey? Aaaargh, have to waaaaitttt!
ReplyDeleteYeah. I'm not the sort to introduce characters and then kill them off right away... yet.
DeleteAnd I can guarantee that you'll find the next episode... interesting.
technically Henry hadn't been introduced yet, he was more referred to than actually presented ;)
DeleteI can always rely on you for a quibble!
DeleteOoh thought she was a gonner and glad she's back. Not sure she's on her own tho, not excepting trusty Ralph, I feel like it's done something weird to her and lingering around still. Creepiness.
ReplyDeleteHmmm. You may be right.
DeleteOr not. We'll have to wait and see.
I fear there will be more questions before we come to the answers.
who?...what?...where?...why? aggh!! have to wait and see :(
ReplyDeleteThank you for giving this a read.
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