“What did you say?”
The man
showed no glimmer of mirth, no indication that he was joking. He just kept
looking at her from near the window, his eyes calm and level. He looked like he
was in his mid thirties; no particular signs of aging visible; but a maturity
and bearing that a younger man wouldn’t have had. A presence. He was wearing a
dark grey, almost black, V-necked sweater, his hardened pecks bare and hairless
beneath. And jeans: Clare could see the creases, the weathering around the
cuffs from walking on damp earthy ground: nothing vaguely supernatural. But his
feet were bare, even though they were cleaner than they should have been if
they’d been where the bottoms of his jeans had gone. There was nothing
grotesque about his musculature as there tended to be in body builders, but his
physique looked almost like it was from the pages of a comic book: perfect
tone, a strong neck, a chiselled face. His curly hair and beard didn’t follow
any fashion that Clare was aware of but stood outside of those things, neither
extravagant nor repressed.
But those
eyes! He fixed her still in his gaze; eyes so purely grey they were almost
white, locking on hers, making her come close to blushing that she’d taken her
eyes off his while she scanned the full height and breadth of his body.
“Who are
you?” said Clare.
“I am your
God,” repeated the man. “I have travelled here to speak to you.”
“To me?”
“To all of
you.”
The sound of
conversation was going on in the kitchen as the others settled themselves in.
They still didn’t even know there was an intruder.
“What have
you done to Henry?” asked Clare. The old man was still shivering wordlessly in
his seat, oblivious to all of this, palsied hands curled in at the wrists,
flecks of spittle on his lips and chin.
“He came to
me first,” said the man, “while you were still out of the house. We spoke
together.”
Henry’s eyes
were open but his irises were rolled up half beneath his eyelids. His head
lolled to the side. “You... spoke to him?”
“Of private
things. But he did not like what I had to say.”
Clare rubbed
her face with both hands then ran them over and down the back of her skull. She
kept them there, clenching two fistfuls of hair at the nape of her neck. “I
don’t understand any of this. Who are you? Who are you really?”
The man
smiled, apparently benignly, but there was something in his cold grey eyes that
said warning... danger. “I am your God. Did you not recognise the signs of my
arrival?”
“The
signs... What signs?”
“You were
not in this room. Your beast was barking. You saw movement where there could be
no movement. You felt...”
“The
heat...”
“Yes.”
“How did you
know about that?” The man didn’t speak. “You... That was... That was you?”
Clare released her hands from her neck but lowered them only slowly, crossing
them protectively over her bosom.
“Yes.”
She recalled
the wind in the trees, the movement of objects in the kitchen as though
something invisible had pushed through the room before ramming into her and
into Henry. “What did you do to us? To all of us?”
He blinked
and Clare realised it was the first time she’d seen him do it, as though it had
almost been a conscious decision, a recollection it needed doing rather than a
physical need. “I tasted you.”
“What?”
“To find out
if you suited my needs.”
“Tasted?”
“I sipped
your insides so that I might know you better. Each of you in turn.”
Henry, her,
Joey, Selina, Mike, Rosalie: one by one.
“And now I
know you well,” he said.
“You know
me?”
“I know you
have lied to all of them,” he said. “But not as much as you have lied to
yourself.”
Clare lost
track of what she had meant to say. She glanced at his straight colourless lips
then back to his sober eyes.
“You will
not die because of it,” said the man, “but no human can be touched by me in
that form without being stricken. Even the tiniest fraction of my essence is
enough to overwhelm the physiology of any man.”
“You’re
saying that you... scanned me; and Henry and the rest. Like a mind reader. You
came into me and...”
“And your
body could not function for a moment. Yes. But there will be no lasting harm.
You need not worry. You will continue to exist for the period you are
required.”
Clare
nibbled nervously on the back of her finger, her eyes sore, her head pinched,
skin too tight around her scalp, not knowing how to respond to any of this.
“You’re saying that you’re God.”
“Yes.”
“The God.”
He didn’t
speak, only returning her gaze.
“The God of
the Bible. Maker of Heaven and Earth. God. The flood, the burning bush, the ten
commandments.”
Still he
said nothing, only watching her unravel in front of him.
“What do you
want with us?”
“You have a
purpose.”
“What
purpose?”
He took his
eyes off her for the first time and looked toward the open door. “Fetch the
others. Then I will speak.”
“The
others?”
“Bring them
to me and I will tell you all why I have come here.”
Clare
shivered, clutching each opposite arm with her hands. “You aren’t going to hurt
us?”
“Fetch them
here and I will speak to you all.”
Clare looked
again at Henry. His teeth were quietly chattering behind half cracked lips. He
looked like a winding down clockwork automaton, no longer with the strength to
function properly. He did not like what I had to say.
“Fetch
them,” said the man. “I do not like to wait.”
Is it just me or is there something ironic about an impatient immortal
ReplyDeleteNo, you're right.
DeleteCould be dominance, your dog is supposed to come when you him, kind of thing
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