There could
have been a billion thoughts crackling away in her head, pulling her in every
conceivable direction, but there wasn’t even one.
Clare stood
in the suddenly empty hallway staring after Joey’s blurry silhouette in the
frosted glass of the front door, unable suddenly to form any pattern of
thinking, cohesive or otherwise.
At the end
of the hallway in the kitchen opening, Mike was setting down Rosalie, walking
toward the back wall. Behind the closed door of Selina’s room, murmured voices
gave little snaps of conflict as the voices rose, the exact words lost
somewhere in the thick wood. Through the front door, Joey’s silhouette was
gone. And the man – whoever he was – was ahead of him, getting further and
further away by the second. She had to go after him; find him and... do what?
Her thoughts were whirling, refusing to settle on any kind of sense to what was
happening to them still.
Then a groan
came and Clare’s heartbeat plunged from something close to relief: that there
was something she could deal with here and now; something real; something she
could understand, if only tenuously.
Henry
shifted in his chair inside the lounge doorway, rocking forward, then fell back
against the cushions, nose pointing almost vertically, his palsied fingers still
curling in on his palms.
“Henry!”
Clare ran to him and got on her knees at his feet.
The old man
tilted his head to the side, his red raw eyes rolling first under his eyelids
then down as he blinked rapidly, his mouth hanging open. There were traces of
white on the flanks of his chin where his spittle had dried. He swiped
ineffectually at it, focusing on her at last, still breathing out of rhythm.
“Henry. Are
you okay?”
“... Clare?”
“What
happened to you? Are you alright?”
He stared
straight ahead then shuddered. He gave a long blink then shuddered again.
“Henry?”
His focus
popped back and he looked at her, holding her eyes in a frozen lock for three
full seconds before he visibly relaxed all over, his shoulders slumping down,
hands dropping into his lap.
“Are you...
okay?”
“I’m fine.”
His voice was raspy, as though he’d strained his vocal chords or was suffering
from a serious cold, which she knew he wasn’t. “Just fell asleep.”
That gave
her pause; almost made her call him out, a little tick of anger flicking the
underside of her brain. For the second time that day she had the uncanny
feeling that— Screw that, she knew he was lying to her; no doubt about it.
“What about the man?”
Henry paled.
“Did you see
the man?”
His eyes
hopped off her face to look right over her shoulder, at where the man had been
standing.
“Did you
talk to him?” she asked.
He sat
forward. “I’m tired. I think I might go to bed.”
“Henry...”
“You’ll have
to excuse me.”
He clearly
had every intention of standing – in normal circumstances she might have even
helped him – but now she found herself simply standing up, not helping him in
the least, just looking at him coldly, more convinced now than ever that he
wasn’t being truthful. And that pissed her off. Perhaps her mind was using that
as an outlet to the tension but she suddenly wanted to shout at the idiot old
man and tell him exactly what she thought of his secrets.
But she
didn’t. And when he faltered trying to stand, she did jump forward to take his
arm and steady him. At that he made eye contact and smiled and the anger winked
out, turning back into a tense tickle of frustration and panic.
“I’m just
going to sit for a moment,” said Henry. “Do you think you could fetch me a cup
of tea?”
Clare was
looking at the window as though she could see through the blinds but she nodded
and left him sitting there.
“Mike.” She
marched down the hall to the kitchen. He was pouring orange juice from a carton
he’d taken from the fridge. He handed it to Rosalie and ruffled her hair as she
started to sip it but he was looking at Clare as she approached. He was keeping
it as hidden as he could for the little girl’s sake but he had been deeply
affected by what had just happened. She’d never seen this expression on his
face and in its way that shook her more than she had been. He was reflecting
her own shivering psyche.
“Clare.”
“You have to
come with me. We have to go after him; get him back here.”
“I don’t
know if that’s the best—”
“Mike. We
have to go. Now. We have to stop him before...”
“What?”
She didn’t
answer.
“You
believed him?”
“I don’t
know.”
“Cause I’m
not sure—”
“We have to
go after him. Now. I need you with me.”
He started
to move then hesitated. “I can’t. Rosalie...”
The little
girl was still drinking, looking up over the rim of her glass at both of them.
Clare’s resolve almost faltered; then she remembered, “Henry. He can look after
her. Take her up to bed. We won’t be gone long.”
Mike shifted
through the mental process of giving in, nodding finally. “Okay. Let’s do it.
You sure she’ll be okay with him?”
“Of course,”
replied Clare, already turning to go. “Henry loves children.”
Oh my days. Dark twist there, Emma. Shame on Mike for even considering leaving his child with a total stranger in a house full of druggies and psychos. Thought he was one of the goodies. Fingers crossed for him having a sudden change of heart... Or For God intervening...?!
ReplyDeleteWell Henry does love children. What harm could come of that?
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bare in mind he is still reeling from whatever was said to him. he may not be making the best of decisions at the moment.
Deleteyeah I like Mike and I think we are going to see good things from him, but Parent of the year he is not.
DeleteNo. Mike certainly isn't the ideal parent, though his heart's in the right place... so far.
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